Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

            I talked to absolutly no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough and the things bottled up inside had created so much pressure that I'd soon blow up and...
I heard the reverberating footsteps, syncing up to the beating of my heart. And i was possitive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart, and I can't let that happen again..Cuz then you'll see my <3--in the saddest stae its ever been--This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there! Thats exactly where I lost it. See that line? Well, I never should have crossed it. Stop right there! Well, I never should've said that...It's the very moment that I wish I could take back..I'm sorry for, the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to be sure I never come back to that way again....Cuz who I am hates who I've been!!!

--Relient K.(LYRICS)

I'm Done

I'm done. This is enough. I HATE THIS! School drama, I hate you! You have officially RUINED my life! All my friends (Most of them...) have ruined their bond with me by lying and saying things i never did. That's it, that is the LAST straw...I'm done. I can't do it anymore. I want to move some other place. This has to end. I don't think I can trust any one of my stupid X-friends. They have perminently damaged my trust. And I'm sick and tired of it. I'm broken. My trust and care for them has disapearred. I only have one true friend. ONE...That's sad. Isn't it? What did I do wrong? Why is this happening!!

Fatty...

Fatty...                                                                    
 Junk Food.
At school, most people except a tasty treat like spicy Cheetos or a warm brownie. But some.... I don't even want to talk about it. They actually torture themselves and starve. On purpose too! Makes me sick...They should know if you starve yourself, your body will shift and store all that fat longer, then when you think you've "Lost The Weight"...BOOM! It comes back and gives you all the fat you missed from not eating the food. :/ Sorry, but life's like that. Big, long, full of obstacles...Not anorextict.

              

Shut Up!! (^-^...)

                                        Shut up!! (^-^...)     (  ) = This is Your <3.     No (  ) = This is Your Brain.

I hate it. (I love it.) Hate, hate, HATE it! (Love, love, LOVE it) Does anyone else want to try and steal him? (Oh go ahead, I love you anyways.) Anyone else want to maybe, spread rumors to make me look bad, or maybe...just MAYBE..Hack into my Facebook account? Well go ahead!!! I don't care anymore! (I do care, but that's OK..) Apparently your too good for me, apparently you are prettier (maybe) or smarter (absolutely not) or funnier then i am, (no way.) but that's NO RIGHT for you to walk on me like I'm garbage!!!! (Your not garbage.) Grrr..(Hehehe..) You know, I see you. (Right when I open my eyes from sleeping...) And every time, I just beg myself not to go up and show you how it feels to be me. (...and every time i close my eyes before i go to bed..) I HATE YOU! (I LOVE YOU!) But I cant...(But I can) Keep moving on...(Stand my ground) And show you (And show you...) That I'm strong. (Strong) And beautiful. (So beautiful) And smart, funny, loving...(Yes.) But you---here it comes---YOU Have No Place In My Life Anymore.

Lesson: Even though your heart seems like its telling the truth, sooner or later your brain will tell you better. Your heart always picks up its broken pieces, and finally, it listens, too...
                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                              -Shut Up!! (^-^...)

Lables At School

                        LABLES AT SCHOOL...
Since grades are being handed out I think I'll give all of us at Hudson Park Elementary an F for labling eachother! Jocks, Outcasts, Dorks... Queen Bees and their fellow Pops, AND New Born Pops. Guys, these are all lables. Once apon a time, being different was a good thing! Now those differences just devide us. Stand up for who you are, reject the status quo! I dare you... Lables At School

Crazy, Painful...and Stupid.

          SCHOOL DRAMA...
So last week was total DRAMA. How many of you can relate?? People were arguing, crying, gossiping...even causing themselves pain about something as stupid as a text message. This girl, (who's name shall not be stated), punched a wooden wall about 3 and a half inches think, leading to a melt down and a broken knukle. How about that? Crazy, Painful...and Stupid.